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June 8, 2010
I have had a couple difficult days making a hard decision about a relationship, a pleasant adventure that has been distracting me from the big picture of life. I need to get back on track. The sacrifice brings grief, but also a little relief.

I sometimes use a meditation in which I visualize a rose unfolding. At a certain moment I ask a word or image to pop out of the middle, hopefully providing insight into whatever problem is troubling me at the moment. That would be a useful meditation now.

But I want to gaze into a real rose.