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June 7, 2010
Sweet Surrender

I can't surrender to anyone. I'm too jumpy. I'm not trusting. I'm not like those girls who fall head over heels into a relationship with a guy they barely know, then fall into bed with him a day later. I can't do that. My mind is so full of worries and what-ifs that it won't let me. 

Besides, who wants to fall in bed with someone they barely know, especially with all those STDs going around? I'd want to at least know the person for one or two years - or better yet, be married to him. *sigh*