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January 31, 2010
Revelry (Ray)

Revelry. That's it for me. I don't think I'll ever get drunk again. I said that when I was a little kid - only about 11 - and I got drunk for the first time. I seriously could have died, they said. But even then, I was a big, strong kid. I haven't stopped drinking. Since that day, I've basically been an alcoholic. I don't know what to do about it - the meetings don't seem to help me at all. Will power does nothing. Even now, right now, I have a craving for a tall glass of something very strong.