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July 30, 2009
I saw myself in the mirror today at Tre's Karate class. I knew it was me, but I didn't recognize myself. What I saw was a fat woman straddling a chair. Big tits, wide body, thick legs. Is that really me? How did that happen? And how do you turn back the clock? Dial me back to anytime but now! I don't want to be in this body!!!! 

I want out! 

I looked away. I refused to look back. I told myself the mirror was distorting my image. 

I wonder if it is possible to live with your eyes closed.