May 9, 2009
I threw a party today. It was a pity party for me. I sat and watched the ultimate gut-wrenching, heart-crushing movie “Bridges of Madison County.” After that, I whined about how I was never going to find that kind of love. I cried about how the only man who ever truly fell in love with me was a total loser. He still tries to call my cell phone collect from jail. I wanted to know WHY I still don’t have anyone special in my life after five years. I moaned, and sobbed, and cried and then got over it. Done!