May 7, 2009
I wish I could smile. I havenít smiled in a while. It makes me sad. Iím not an unhappy person in fact, I am almost always happy and laughing and smiling. Not lately. The smile has disappeared and has been replaced by the saddest, most depressing face I have ever worn. Why canít I just snap out of it??? Why has this got me so down??? Why did I let it get out of control??? Why did I let it go as far as it did??? Maybe we would still friends. I donít think I can take much more disappointment.