April 14, 2009
Stayed up until midnight last night, mostly listening to Richard and Gary catching up. Thinking that the people in the next room might not be as amused as we were. Or as loud. Well that's for sure. Sometimes I feel invisible. But most of the time, I don't really want to talk enough to get much attention. I listen and I watch. And anyway, what would I say? That I don't agree? That I do agree? What difference would it make? But if I listen, maybe I'll understand. Would that make a difference? And would it matter if it did?