February 11, 2005
Holy Mary Mother of God! I almost got killed. The stupid gun wouldn't go off. I pulled the trigger four times! Tried going back to the healing place. The big dogs still come around. I sent them home but the white one came back to follow me. She took off ahead and disappeared. I went further into the woods toward the clearing. Wanted to videotape my healing tree collage hanging from a tree. Something was in the bushes with a low throaty growl getting closer. I'm still shaking. Before the growl there was howling in the distance. The dog's here.