February 5, 2005
Walked in the forest. Have to carry a gun in case a wild animal jumps out. What if it's a man or someone's pet? What if the dog is snarling? If it's a man how soon would I pull out a gun? Would I tell him back away and motion with the gun? Forests can be very deceiving with that soundless sound. Then you hear a crack and your heart jumps. I already think I have heart trouble. My heart hurts a lot. I do love the forest with the no sound and the seemingly no creatures. Emptiness. A deception.