January 11, 2005
It's taken great discipline to listen to the guidance I've received via unconventional methods. This isn't an easy task, because my conscious mind rationalizes and looks for facts, and the opposition around me continues to challenge my choices. I choose to "believe." I choose to "believe" in a universe so vast, so wonderful, that the possibilities are infinite. A couple of days ago, I listened to his voice from the future, and executed an unusual sensual technique. The results were divine arousal, beyond his present self's imagination. None of it would've manifested, if I didn't listen and believe. I believe.