My passions for you are as radioactive decay.As time drums onwards, so it decreases. The once suple energy diminshes, worn away like rust-bitten steel to become a slave to the whims of the wind.Nevertheless, even when the stars have closed their eyelids, to sleep and to dream, when the last of life has flickered into dense ash, when all the bodies that understood beauty and honour and emotions not governed by universal rules, it will still be there. A small remnant will remain, pulsating as long as there is a universe to observe it.
I'm sure that you have heard of the poem 'Ozymandias'.That one line. 'Look on my works, ye mighty, and despair!'I despair whenever I look at you. You are perfect. So very, very perfect. As if you had all the impurities, the grim and dirt, distilled out of you when you were born. I despair because I love you. Love perfection. A perfection out of reach, slipping through my fingers like the wind, dripping off my skin like water. All I can do is sit here, alone, worshiping your visage. All I can do is sit here and despair.
If I am only to love once, Just once. Just one person To allow into my heart, to allowInto my brain and finger through My memories, trace those pictures And add new files. To feel my soulWrap around them, cover them in a Shiny film filled with ideas on moralityAnd the nature of God. To give myselfTo someone, completely, so that I am no longer aware of myself, my mind, myConsciousness.Then I would pick you, with more care than I would pick a rose. Even if you were to discard meAfter a while, it would be worth it.
Yes...now, it's time for you to listen.No...just listen. I don't really get emotional. Not in public. Not with people around. But I just...Yes there is a point. Just listen to me...For once, I thought I would be emotional. Not just the laughing robot, but honestly emotional. Showing what I really felt, in the open, for the first time.Yes it's true. And that's my point. You just...laughed. You just laughed...I tried to change, to be emotional. And you didn't even care. I mean, did you even notice? My emotions live here now. Protected.