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Last day of school: thirty-five days away.

Mood: excited!

In this past school year, I have had so many different changes. My school and teachers have changed. My thoughts have changed. My friends have changed. My taste in music has expanded. Iíve had my first MySpace, Face Book, Twitter, screen name; my first ďjukingĒ dance, kiss, make-out, boyfriend, exó he dumped meó then my second boyfriend, first love, first break-up óme ending it this time. Iíve exercised, been lazy, procrastinated, somehow always finishing my homework, gone to Driversí Ed, Range, and Traffic, and joined 100words.com.

And itís been a blast.

05/02 Direct Link
Why, whenever I hear his name; when I listen to You and Me by Lifehouse, or Wonderwall by Oasis; when I see his picture on my list of online friends on MySpace; when I lay down in my bed, remembering how it felt to lay on his; when I hear mention of Valentine's day, Friday the 13th, The Notebook, photo booths, snow angels, or poetry; when someone doesn't call me when they said they would, which reminds me of when he didn't; when I sit in the backseat of the car, still feeling him holding me...

Does it have to hurt?
05/03 Direct Link
Deep breath. You can do this. I walk forward, scanning the hall. Heís not here.

Then I see his tall frame pass me by, his long legs enabling him to walk faster.

I call out his name. He turns around, smiles, and says, ďHey, whatís up?Ē

My heart jumps. I breathe again, wondering if I shouldnít say it like this, not knowing how else to.

ďAre you free Friday after school? Because I was wondering if youíd like to play guitar for Music Appreciation club.Ē

ďOh sure, but it depends on softball. Iíll try to make it.Ē

I smile, satisfied.
05/04 Direct Link
The next day at lunch I tell my friends about it. Iím teeming with excitement, and I start off with, ďSo I know you guys are going to laugh at me, and make fun of me and whatever, but guess who I talked to after school yesterday?Ē

One says, ďOh, God,Ē with a smile.

I smile back. My ďguy smile,Ē they call it. They know me well.

I tell the story of my request to the teacher Iím fawning over, and the response I expected, I get. ďYou asked him out!Ē they joke. I laugh along with them, at myself.
05/05 Direct Link
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