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A Mystical Leaf of Sufi Afro Zen
I was looking at a bunch of different news articles online which were mostly 99% negative.
I found myself getting angry about stuff that I was reading and seeing the things that are going on all over the world.
After reading all of the articles that I read, I wondered why it seemed like the governments around the world are becoming so desperate for control and domination.
Is there something going on that we do not know about as a people that they are trying to hide?
I would say that the answer to this question is a definite yes.
One of my top thoughts of the day was on masculine energy and how or in what way could a man increase his masculine energy.
One sad truth about masculine energy is that we are often given the negative aspects of masculine energy while feminine energy tends to get more positive aspects of the feminine in Western society, failing to realize that feminine energy can be destructive as well.
In order for a man to increase his masculine energy he should be physically exercising on a consistent basis. Your body and mind needs exercise on a physical and mental level.
I thought I heard some crying noises through the walls.
I still don't know why she was crying like how she was or if she was thinking of doing anything rash.
She just seemed devastated.
Aini said it was part of growing up. I decided to go with her woman perspective of a younger woman but not without still having some serious concerns.
From what I gather, she probably feels that her plans being ruined, is her being ruined, without realizing who the best of Planners are.
The fact that she doesn't pray at her age willingly really concerns me.
She called me two times yesterday and the voicemail she left was only a brief second with her not saying anything.
Later on I would see that she called me around 23:09. I am certain that I was sleeping around that time and decided to call her past 02:30 in the morning. The call went straight to her voicemail and I figured she had me on block or her phone was off.
It's funny she called me on the phone she told me not to call her from, plus she said I was crazy, sick, and needed some serious help.
As I walked home after getting off of work, I was completely tripped out as I had initially mistaken a rat for a baby duck, simply because I have never seen a rat swimming in water before. In this case the rat was swimming in a low level creek.
I did not know that rats could swim, but I guess if they live in sewer like conditions, perhaps they have adopted to swimming.
Despite the said intelligence of rats, I personally think they are one of the most undesirable pets that I would like to have inside of my home.
My twenty minute meditation felt so good deep within.
As I meditated, I began to see all kinds of attachments that I have, even outside of the material aspects. Just as we should not desire the material things of this world while practicing non attachment, shouldn't we also practice non attachment with spiritual expectations and ideals as to what spirituality is all about?
As I meditate I find myself questioning on rather or not this is my path, where I spend more time in meditation more than I do anything else.
You can find the answer deep within your soul.
A thought dawned on me that I read in the Mystical path book about why people don't change their lives towards doing something different and new for the betterment of themselves versus living the same day every single day.
I think part of the fear of a new way of living has to do with giving up the old because you can't do two things at a time. Some doubts might also be involved with this new change of life, as well as stepping into the unknown, and not knowing how our new path will pan out in the end.
From what I gather it seems that our full moon was on the 5th of July but the Dreamspell calendar says itís the 8th. Someone is definitely incorrect.
This full moon was called a Buck Moon.
When is the next full moon?
It seems to be falling on the 3rd of August and is called a Sturgeon Moon which is named after some fish that looks like it was mixed with a catfish and a shark.
I have been observing the moon more than usual and have wondered if it has anything to do with my frequent meditations or not.
I read this quote today but can't find the author.
If you have true gratitude, it will express itself automatically; It will be visible in your eyes around your being, in your aura. It is like the fragrance of a flower. In most cases if there is a beautiful flower, the fragrance will be there naturally: The flower and its fragrance cannot be separated.
Just completed an amazing ten minute meditation just now.
I truly believe that the natural state of man is a state of peace and deep relaxation which is a state of essential power that is natural.
As I had managed to observe some of my fleeting thoughts, it was in my opinion that thoughts are equivalent to suggested programs for a computer.
I asked myself where exactly did thoughts come from.
Are thoughts vibrations, waves, or particles, or all of the above.
The beauty of thought on a higher scale is that we have the power to think what we want to think.
It must be realized that when a person is fully enlightened all of their senses are in the present moment and they are not fretting over the past or worrying about the future.
I watched several videos about some forgotten tribes in history as well as some forgotten history.
I found interest in the Seminole Indians who accepted slaves into their tribes, welcoming them as brothers and sisters.
No one talks about this in history or about famous Black Indians who were among these tribes.
This one Filipina woman had stated that she was a Moor and had talked about this African tribe that used to live in the Philippines by the name of the Aetas.
It appears that they were the first African inhabitants of the Philippines but literally buried and forgotten.
I was watching a video entitled Philosophical Geometry 19: Mirror of Consciousness by Robert D Wardgrant.
He made out several diagrams explaining the different dimensions that exist which also included time and an additional dimension where time in reference to the past and the future were operating simultaneously all at the same time.
He had talked about the Metatron Cube if I am not mistaken and how the 72 degree line was what gave the illusion of fourth dimension on paper.
When he mentioned that I knew that I had to start diving into sacred geometry and geometry in general.
As I focused on le travail today I asked myself a big question.
Is it proper to mix business and friendship?
Should I be trying to get along with everybody and be good comrades?
After reading some of the 48 Laws of Game I began to think to myself that business and friendship or trying to make friends at the workplace does not work well at all, especially if you are in a position of leadership or authority.
While I tend to joke around sometimes with my colleagues, I told myself to be that boss that does not joke around.
After listening to one red pilled brother describe what he expected from his woman, I soon realized that the problem with most guys is that they often think of being with a woman but they haven't thought out all of the details such as how he wants her to look, what he prefers her to be skilled in, what kind of lingerie he would like to see her in, how he expects her to dress, how he expects her to act and behave, and anything else that lies on his list of must do's or hit the road Becky list.
As I walked home in the night amongst trees and rivers I realized another aspect of nature that was psychological in nature.
The beauty of this psychology is that it was also a part of me since everything is connected you should not see yourself as one thing and nature as something else.
You have to see yourself as a part of every single thing and that it is not you but something on a much higher level.
I could not help but to think of the life and lifestyle of the original people before us who were so connected.
My red pill thought of the day was that keeping a masculine frame should have absolutely nothing at all to do with women.
As a matter of fact, everything that you do in life should be about you.
The woman will come automatically once you start taking care of yourself first and not thinking about taking care of some woman or trying to impress her in any kind of way.
Keeping frame should be more about you as an individual and who you are and the path that you're embarking on.
Today's teachings from the Galactic Sun are on dominance.
I watched some science fiction movie that was a bit low budget.
In this movie there was a hotel that you could go to. It had to be room 41 because it had a hidden passageway that could take you back to tomorrow or twelve hours before the time you were in.
In the movie, some guy keeps going back in time simply to save some woman who he liked but she didn't like him.
He wanted to go back in time to save her because he felt that it was his fault that she died in the car accident.
Smile I told myself as I walked about throughout the day.
Smile because the Prophet [peace and blessings be upon him] smiled and it's considered Sunnah.
Besides this, people would rather see a person who is smiling versus a person who has a frown or angry face.
Though smiling seems like an easy task, I normally want to be found smiling because it is genuine.
Smiling for the Prophet [peace and blessing be upon him] was probably rather easy since he more than likely had plenty of reasons to smile being that he had such a close connection to Allah.
Apparently it turns out that meditating in the nude has its benefits.
I read an article about nude meditation that boasted that it would improve your social skills, because you will learn how to feel comfortable with yourself and as a result feel comfortable with others.
I completed reading Mystic Path To Mystic Consciousness inside of the mystic's closet.
I read the last chapter out aloud realizing the effect that it was having on me versus reading it silently to myself.
Reading the last chapter out loud gave me the opportunity to practice on the usage of my masculine voice.
While I was in the cave unable to see my body or anything at all, I questioned myself as to how did I know if this was my true state or not, meaning that I was not in any particular location.
Since I wasn't the body and beyond the body then I had to be outside of the body as well as inside of the body.
The true self never talks, at least not in the words that you are accustomed to or any foreign languages.
In order to learn this language you have to learn how to be silent.
We are born into a world that is already established with laws, rules, and means of conduct.
Our parents teach us to be in harmony with those rules unless our parents are the kind of parents that are awake and know the truth for the truth and a lie for a lie.
The more I look deeply into things, the more I am able to dismantle the Matrix and see this world for the illusion that it is, from its currency, down to the so called leaders of the world, and the so called institutions that went along with it.
How many women can you manage in your life?
In ancient times it was considered rather normal for a man to have more than one wife in his life.
The institution of marriage was talked about and how it benefited women more in the long run.
Normally men would have more than one wife if they could afford it and if they could manage dealing with more than one wife.
I could not help but to think about the planets and the Sun and how the Sun is representative of the man and the planets are representative of the woman.
I really need to purchase a zippo lighter.
What do I need with a lighter?
The lighter isn't for me, it's for those people who often ask me if I have a light. I always tell them no, when the truth of the matter is that I do have a light, it just does not light up cigarettes.
With a zippo lighter I can be in a position to offer a service, charitable act, or simple gesture to humanity by providing the fire they need to smoke their cigarette, to feel good, to relax, or whatever cigarettes does for them.
Kakak had came home crying on her cellphone.
I came out of my room to see what was going on thinking that something drastic had happened until I had over heard her say she could not get her mom to cosign for her to get a car.
Are you serious?
That is what you are crying about?
I was so pissed off to the point that I could care less about how she felt and what she was going through, especially since she had been ignoring my attempts to try to talk to her to see what was going on.
I managed to make two sandwiches for myself which tasted so good.
I started to watch this new anime cartoon that is now on Netflix called The Disastrous Life of Saiki K.
It's about some school kid that has psychic powers that pretty much include every aspect of being psychic from reading minds, clairvoyance, down to moving objects.
My favorite part in the first episode is when he talks about his early life and how he first started walking was in thin air, while his mom cheered him on.
It seems that I am already hooked to the Japanese anime.
While going through various websites I came back to the whole Saturn conspiracy again.
Personally I am not buying Saturn's connection to the beast.
One of the main reasons why I have said this is because it says in the Holy Quran that Allah made everything with truth in the Universe.
If Saturn was made with the intention of truth as being the foundation then how can it be connected with something that is evil.
Remember that doing something is better than doing nothing.
If you spent fifteen minutes on something everyday without fail, eventually the project will get done.
I want to be independent she said.
For the last few days I haven't been cooking. It's not because I don't want to cook but because I'm too lazy to cook.
Besides this there is enough food in the refrigerator to make sandwiches and have salads.
When I thought about the fact that I have not been cooking in the last few days and how she said she wanted to be so independent, I thought to myself that maybe it is a good idea to stop cooking and preparing food for her so that she can see how independence feels.
It is 12:00 on the dot and I am taking my first sip of peppermint tea.
Though it seems like 12:00 got here rather fast, I will say that I did get quite a few things done so far for today.
I spent considerable time on Amazon ordering several books which mainly dealt with the philosophies of the Samurai, which were books written by actual Samurais.
I decided that this would be my own personal belated birthday present to myself since I never gave anything significant to myself and never received anything from anyone except an older friend of mine.
"Concerning matter, we have been all wrong. What we have called matter is energy, whose vibration has been so lowered as to be perceptible to the senses. There is no matter." ~Albert Einstein
"I regard consciousness as fundamental. I regard matter as a derivative from consciousness. We cannot get behind consciousness. Everything that we talk about, everything that we regard as existing postulates consciousness." ~Max Planck
"A fundamental conclusion of the new physics also acknowledges that the observer cerates the reality. As the observers, we are personally involved with the creation of our own reality." ~R.C Henry
In this particular meditation, one thought that was primarily on my mind was based on a series of quotes that I read yesterday which talked about reality on a metaphysical and quantum level.
Perception is not reality as many begin to learn, but how do I know that for sure.
I have myself if I am just a living being who regurgitates what it has been taught and accepts that as accumulative knowledge?
Think of the many lies you were told when you were a young child but when you grew up you found out that it was a lie.
You've noticed how the news media hypes up negative energy by showing all of the news that is negative in nature.
Rarely do they show anything positive and when it is, it is usually about some wild animal that was rescued.
The thing that most people fail to realize is how they are effected by the news and how all of the negative news energy that they are broadcasting is actually of a very low vibration and offers no hope or positivity for humanity.
Many great things are happening on this planet but controlled media is not talking about it.
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