Most likely I will die with no great writing to my name, and embarrassment, an idiot, someone who always made stupid choices, and wasted time, and who threw away opportunities.
"Stop putting yourself down. It's very self-centered. it's the same old, same old.-
"Yes. You are an idiot. you are embarrassing yourself.-
"I'm so sick of listening to you I could barf.-
I got up, kicked the pillow, ripped the print off the wall, and threw the rice cake in the toilet.
I don't care about great anything. I just want good food. A comfy bed. And some kind pet.