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August 6, 2008
Tonight I went to the Survivors of Suicide meeting again. Iím glad to have it. I have my ups and downs as always, but Iíve had some crying lately.
Last night I was having trouble getting to sleep as usual. I attribute that mostly to the hot flashes - damn hot flashes!
Eric Clapton was on PBS. I tried not to watch it, knowing Iíd think of Danny. Not that I ever stop thinking of him.
I watched some of it and burst out crying. I felt like a speck alone on the face of the earth, with only my cats.