June 12, 2008
Iím still living in fear of the pain and damage, afraid to move in certain ways and that really concerns me. Himself may disagree with this, but I donít think of myself as a fearful person. Alright, I play by the rules more often than not; I generally take precautions like setting the alarm and buying flood insurance, but I donít *not* do things out of fear. But here I am, having to force myself to do certain movements in therapy. This is day 3 and the third therapist, perhaps my issues are from lack of trust rather than fear?