March 16, 2008
What I wanted to say is this: I’d given up on finding you, had accepted the reality of my life. When you appeared, then spoke so easily of our life together, of kids, it shocked me. Once I got past that, I discovered that which was once contained in my own Pandora’s box had been released: hope. I now find waiting for that hope to be fulfilled beyond difficult: it’s been more than two years since we sat on your back deck and spoke in terms of 1 ½ to 2 years to come together, which I found incomprehensible then….