March 4, 2008
My emotions are overflowing on an almost daily basis, I feel unstable. I normally can do alright with chaos and change, but I am beginning to wonder if I am remaining coherent, not at any given moment, but seen in the span of a day or a week. The guru says to surrender to the state, to consider this emotional flood as the river Nile, overflowing its banks and replenishing the soil for the next year’s crop. If that crop includes a new job before the end of May, it will be worth it, if I can ride it out.