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March 31, 2008
I donít miss my mom and I feel horrible.

Recently, Iíve been wishing she were different. Not so Ė that way she is. Because Iíve been wanting to talk to her about Jessie. But not her. This imaginary mom-type that would give me advice and not judge me or be overbearing and tell me what to do and what NOT to do.

Maybe this is my fault. Our lack of a mother-daughter relationship.
It just so highly depends on both of our moods.
I still canít bring myself to tell her anything.
Or even be around her.
Iím a horrible daughter.