March 28, 2008
Whenever i write stories, I already have a plan of what I want to write about. I know what I want to create and I know what I want the ending to be. Then I have a hard time starting. I stare at the paper or screen blankly. I write sentences, and erase them. I can't begin with the right words. When I'm finally satisfied I slowly go to the body. And then somehow, somewhere along the way, I lose control of the story. The story unfolds by itself. It creates itself, and the author cannot control her characters anymore.