March 22, 2008
Why do you envy me? You have no reason to. You have no reason to want to be me. Don't ask. Please just don't. You may think I'm confident, but the truth is I'm just as insecure as most people. More often than not, I look down on myself. I like to joke around, and make people laugh. All of it are cover-ups. I try to avoid self-pity. I know I've a lot of things to be thankful for. But it's unavoidable. I guess you'll only understand when you're in my place. And don't ever wish for that to happen.