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March 17, 2008
Heís making me make a grownup decision. Heís the child so I have to be the adult. Itís not fair. Iím not mature enough, Iím not strong enough to say no. No, because itís not good for me; no to attention and love and sex just because I canít handle the consequences.

HeísÖ
So beautiful. Why canít he be beautiful when weíre not together?
If only he hadnít said he loved me.
So I couldnít start thinking about really loving him, too.

Iím too tired to grow up.
I just want to have fun.
Never-never-land is leaving sight.
This sucks.