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March 10, 2008
I am so scared. Im crying spontaneously. I think of him and cry.

Im so confused.
I wish someone could hold my hand.
But this is my life I have to live it.
With my decisions.
My emotions.

I am going to deal with this. This love thing. I am going to love him. I am going to keep living, keep doing what we do but really I just want it to progress into something more comfortable. Because right now we are on the edge of the cliff and I dont know how much longer I can hold my breath.