January 26, 2008
He fell asleep again. Itís become such an amazement to me how easily it can happen. I donít know why, itís quite a natural phenomenon that I myself used to be able to perform with quite ease. Itís different now though. Iím jealous. And very tired. I feel pained and crazed this time of night because I donít feel alright and thereís no one awake I can possibly reach out to. Though with this in mind, I now know I wouldnít do well on an island. In any case, the sleep deprivation is encouraging an acute paranoia about most everything.