January 6, 2008
Sometimes I feel like people seriously donít get me. It sounds so melodramatic but I really donít mean it in that way. I mean that in the process of communication, somewhere in the abysses between thought and speech, some cantankerous part of my psyche jumps out and interferes. Itís sometimes embarrassing. Iíll have a perfectly well thought out sentence planned, and then near the end everything goes haywire and any remote internal feeling Iím having at that time sputters out on the pavement. Right there in front of me like Iím watching myself trip running downhill. I am frequently bewildered.