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December 16, 2007
I don't really care what this drink is doing to my body or my mind. Just now I had to move that heavy, ceramic bowl out of arm's reach because I was afraid I would use it to bash my head in. In this state of mind, I think, it's necessary to do whatever you can to make bashing your head in less appealing, and if the only method available to you is getting hammered, you might as well try it.

But then I think about my future, and I wonder how much longer I can keep up this charade.