October 25, 2007
WellÖ April 20 fits the bill for that, and Iím not even kidding. I did what I did on April 20 completely for the sake of Jamie because I felt sorry for him. A little bit of me wanted it too, but the more I think about it the more I regret it. I think Iíve forgiven myself as well as him. I donít think he meant for me to do it, but I can never tell what he really wants when heís in that state. It frustrated me, because I didnít think I was that much of a sucker.