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October 23, 2007

I can't stop thinking about Pamela.  I know that she's important in my life but she's so far in the past it'd be comical except that it isn't.  Not at all.

Life moves on.  But I don't, not well.

Thoughts of her have such a strong hold upon me.  It's come and gone since the day we met; it's damn sure here just now.

Talk about chemistry.

Unreal.

It's like that David Wilcox song "Strong Chemistry"; what Pamela and I had was never good, but very, very powerful, 'like a needle against a vein'.

It ain't love, that's for sure.