October 23, 2007
I can't stop thinking about Pamela. I know that she's important in my life but she's so far in the past it'd be comical except that it isn't. Not at all.
Life moves on. But I don't, not well.
Thoughts of her have such a strong hold upon me. It's come and gone since the day we met; it's damn sure here just now.
Talk about chemistry.
It's like that David Wilcox song "Strong Chemistry"; what Pamela and I had was never good, but very, very powerful, 'like a needle against a vein'.
It ain't love, that's for sure.