October 18, 2007
I'm restless right now, and so is Jamie. We're all slightly restless, but the sad thing is I'm restless in my relationship. It's gone on for three years and I don't see the end. It's a good thing, but I'm worried that Jamie's going to marry me without dating anyone else. I'm his only real girlfriend. Tonya doesn't count. I just don't want him to fool around on me when we're married, and get restless then. I'd rather have him be restless now. I'm thinking about letting him go, but he won't leave me. I don't know why he's afraid.