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October 6, 2007

let's say you're broken
defeated
worn down
addicted to cocaine
whiskey
anything else

but mostly cocaine and whiskey
which are of course plenty
plenty
and
if you're a musician
you can live in a land of plenty
freely

let's say you've lost too much
from way too close
and taken it hard
and taken it personally

and

plus

mental illness -- Isn't that nice?
capital 'D' Depression
compounded
aided
abetted
by alcoholism
that soul sickness
hollowed out
then stuffed with fear
and more fear
and then some more

souls break down
or shatter

I love this fuck
it's hard to watch