September 14, 2007
Itís been so long since Iíve been gone, I want to go home. I miss, I miss a lot, Iíve made a life, some sort of life with peripherals, with a lot of add-ons, with a lot of extra calories but no protein, some sucrose and aspartame and red dye #40, but Iím not even thirty and Iím not sure how much longer I can stack the eggshells on top of the compost heap, itís so large, itís going to topple, and worst of all it smells. It smells. Iím fevered, Itís cold, and Iím never really lonely just alone.