July 19, 2007
I can't help but wonder if she's dancing.
The guys -- and gals, maybe especially the gals, the switch-hitters and the lesbians -- would love her; she'd be an oddity in the clubs, unmarked, a sweet woman, flashing, beautiful eyes, deep and loving and intelligent.
It's good money -- great money -- but dangerous; easy to get caught in the life, to trash your soul.
Most dancers get marked.
If a dancer can continue to see herself as an entertainer -- and that's one big goddamned if -- if she can do that, she's got a chance at not getting broken down.
I hope I'm wrong.