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June 15, 2007
Ah, yes, all my bad dreams were fulfilled today. Not that there was really much likelihood or rational hope for any other outcome, but I am still outraged and pissed about the decision to further marginalize my work. At a very abstract level, I suppose it is interesting that in such situations I retain such impossibly optimistic hopes right up until the moment they are obliterated. But I think that if I had given up a month ago when this was all taking shape I would be even more miserable and more unhappy about the situation than I am now.