May 4, 2007
I am beholden to this moment in time. It houses every possibility, and only my complete surrender to it, gives me access. There is really chance of controlling it. Pretending, control, yes; maneuvering, yesterday’s thoughts in some contrived way that temporarily sedates the stark nakedness of this moment, Stripped down, naked to now with still mind, thoughts think me, and refresh a world of living perspective, in a brand new way. Ah, to live always, only from now … To refuse to listen to the dictates of decayed past thought, but wait in quiet mind for the truth ~that’s honesty.