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April 10, 2007
More people get more pleasure from my "crazy" behavior than I do. They get off when I go off about this, that, or the other, other, AND other thing that irks or infuriates me. They applaud my ability not only to get angry but to express it -- often and without abandon. "You never have to punch pillows, do you?"

("I'd never even want to punch a pillow," I want to say, in deference to my extreme anthropomorphism.)

My anger is their sport. But it's a game I'm not so eager to play or a tournament I want to win.