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April 4, 2007
"It looks like something a housewife would think is really sexy," he says when I show him what I ordered online. When I'd sent him a link for feedback, he'd approved with enthusiasm.

So now I'm supposed to ever wear it? He already knows how self-conscious I can be, how insecure, even though I have "no reason" to be. Yes, I work out like a lunatic, and yes, I'm in better shape than girls half my age, but still.

I release fishnet from scissor-blades. It's not its fault. I cram it in my lingerie drawer, where it gasps in relief.