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March 20, 2007
All of my dreams are built on what I will accomplish, but I'm oppressed by my inactivity. Perhaps inertia. Yeah, that's closer. I'm just not getting the ball rolling. There are times that I do - get the ball rolling, that is. I can become a whirling dervish, writing volumes, creating art, cleaning the basement, building a tree house. But it only seems to come if I'm under a time pressure. If I've got too much time, I'll take a desultory stroll through the web from which I return four wasted hours later.

The self-loathing tastes like dust in my mouth.