March 9, 2007
i love the light at this time of year and want to be out in it. i am restless. itís the time when i go back and read jack kerouac again, drink too much coffee, start projects; complete nothing. i need cold water, sunlight, long conversations, physical activity. iím spinning like i have attention deficit disorder. iím easily distracted by shiny things, get a wild hair and want to bake muffins, only to discover that i have no flour. today i will worship at the watery altar of the red herring, let myself be tossed in its wake. i surrender.