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December 27, 2004
So many dead. So many children, parents, lovers, friends, grandparents, siblings. I don't deserve to live in America. I don't deserve it. I don't agree with the current administration but that does not detract from my love of our freedom of things like speech and religion but also, as it happens, freedom from so many disasters, natural and otherwise. It doesn't make sense; it doesn't seem real. Why is the world like this? WHY!!!! I'm afraid of everything I'm afraid of death I'm afraid of taking chances loving and losing love and war and bombs and it hurts so bad