December 20, 2004
He's getting bored with me, he doesn't think I'm funny. The honeymoon's over and I can't stand it. I love him, I do, but we shouldn't rob ourselves of the excitement of first kisses and getting to know new people. I don't want to do that, but I feel like he's getting restless. We're completely different people with completely different outlooks and dreams. We had it right for awhile but now it's not right and I don't want to have to try so hard for this. I don't want to break up but I don't want to feel this way.