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December 19, 2004
I feel like now that there's no time deadline, everything is just boring. Now that the thrill of first kisses and getting to know each other is gone, it's like it's just a habit now, rather than love. I still feel it when we have sex, but I feel like that's just some manufactured passion that ends as soon as he comes. I still love him but I don't feel it like I used to. I don't feel it from him either. We're just some friends who hang out because there's nothing better to do. JUST FUCKING LOVE ME AGAIN