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December 17, 2004
Today starts the future:
My future with you.

We can love one another,
See one another,
Touch one another,
For the rest of our lives.

But things going smoothly
Is inconsistent with the nature of life.

A life without pain,
Heartache,
Regret,
Lessons we'd prefer not to learn…
Is no life at all.

That's why, sweetie, I don't want to fucking live…
Not in that sense.

Give me a lethal spoonful of you--
Take a handful of my capsules and lean back.

We don't have to fucking live this life.

Just to exist, my darling,
Lost forever in our love.