December 13, 2004
You have made me feel worthless, like a heavy burden. I have suspected these things were true and their confirmation is no surprise to me. I'm sorry for disappointing you. I just don't know what I am supposed to do with this newfound knowledge of your feelings. What can I do to ease your angry mind, mother? It is tied in knots calculating bills and statements and allotted spending and it is much too tangled to merely untie. A swift clip with these scissors might do the trick: the quick and clean motion of removing myself from your life completely.