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December 7, 2004
Today you scared me really badly, love.
For awhile I didn't know who I was talking to.
I don't understand where you get such ideas and boredom isn't an excuse. You have no idea but your words invalidated me, even if just for a few minutes.
I felt naked, used, humiliated.
I was so sure everything was okay.
And you say it is now and you say you didn't mean it.
But I'm so afraid you do
Deep down
In a little dark place inside of you
There is a little speck that believes it
That the butterflies are gone