December 5, 2004
Scott and I gradually fell into a love that neither of saw coming. We actually started talking, interacting in a nonphysical way. As I got to know him, I found myself becoming intrigued by everything about him. It was so interesting to get to know somebody from scratch. I'd never done that before. It was like he was gradually opening the curtain, cautiously letting me in more every day and I was doing the same. It was interesting that drawing this curtain was so much more difficult for us than unzipping our flies. There was so much more to lose.