June 1, 2004
Reading her words, this time I am the one shocked and dismayed by the distance that has come between us. It momentarily fuels my desire to visit her and then the reality of the calender and bank accout hits. It would have to be something mad, like a long weekend in July, but is a few days enough? It wouldn't address the underlying problem of having time when we're both awake and in relatively private surroundings, rather than at work, on a train, or outside on a park bench, weather permitting.