April 20, 2004
My son has called again after not hearing from me for a couple of weeks. This is the son who disowned the whole family about three years ago. He wants to know if I am mad at him……. No, not mad. I cannot give the feelings words. I have never been so hurt in my life. I never in my wildest dreams would have believed someone could be so unkind to their own mother. How do you tell him that you are doing your best to get over it but don't think you ever really will. It is beyond me.