April 14, 2004
Tired of running, tired of hiding, tired of being scared, acting the fool.
So I didn't today run, I didn't today hide, I did today act the fool but it's okay, I at least stepped out, and back into a large piece of my life.
Friendships imperative, yet again gave me the words I need, the ease in their company.    Jim.    Elise.    Karen.    Tina.    Each of these friends figured hugely in my day today.
They told me again that it's all just a big movie, it's just special effects.    It isn't real, though it goddamn sure feels like it is.....