December 27, 2003
Do you deserve me? Have you earned me? Paid the dues necessary to win a spot beside me, in my bed, my arms, my heart? Showed me you are worthy of the honest poetry of my letters, the nuances that should knock you over with the force of their subtlety? Or are you just another undeserving dolt possessed of an illiterate heart and soul? Do you even know what I'm asking? And if so, do you know how to answer? You do not know how to win me, because you think I can be won the way others have been.