October 27, 2003
I spent a large part of the first half of the month sending out resumes at work. There was almost nothing for me to do anyway and this way I at least looked busy. After all the lunch hours I've spent working over the past two years, I don't even feel guilty about it. Nothing has come of any of those resumes and I am beginning to suspect that this is the universe telling me to sit tight a while longer and the whole dam will burst and my world will be completely upended, but in the very best way.